Friday, 23 October 2009

My Favourite Michael Jackson Song

has got to be Remember The Time. Everything about the song - Michael's voice, the beat, the synth - makes it irresistable. It brings a rush of nostalgia, letting all these fond memories of time spent dancing and singing along to it as a child come flooding in.

It was the song I picked as one of my earliest ringtones when I got my old Nokia 7610 (I used to take ages to answer a call as I was too caught up dancing along). I was 6 years old when I saw the videoclip and I remember having an intense urge to kill Iman (because he kissed her in it) alongside an intense urge to get up and groove. This evergreen feel-good song never fails to remind me of the happy times in my life.

'I bet you remember...' Yes, Michael. We always will remember.



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If I had to choose my favourite Jackson 5 song, that would be just as tough. But this video down here shows one of the songs at the top of the my list: Dancing Machine. Check out that killer robot! At 2:05 he does the famous Marvin Gaye step - kind of like a really quick forward moonwalk.

Monday, 5 October 2009

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart


Farah now that we're here
Can you tell me exactly how I should have done?
Farah drives with her eyes closed
Do you ever inflict unwanted memories?
I know you and I know it won't take you long to make me smile
Farah angelic girl
I'll have you know it's you and me potentially
Farah don't pull the carpet from under me
Indifference is killing me!
Am I wry?
I know you and I know you're not afraid to say the least
Diamond ring
Diamond ring
But you can't find it
Cold is the night

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That is what this mind sounds like pre-Econs, post-gargoyling.


Friday, 7 August 2009

It was hard imagining another bad day. The days suddenly became tolerable, then better, then beautiful. Simply because it meant it was all another day closer to perfectly perfect days. Dawn would be the plotting and recovering, day would be the routine, evening would be the escape and night would be bliss. And what did getting caught have anything to do with it? Nothing, nothing at all. It was all practically set in stone. At least in the one we found while discussing Che Guevara. Remember? Right after you walked with me through the rolling greens south of your hometown? And then your phone rang and it was.. probably J. Or that tall, tan, young and lovely girl. No, you don't recall any of this? Of course not. Who was I kidding.


August - this close to being the perfect month. And then May happened and screwed everything upside-down. Life, what are you doing to me?!

Wednesday, 5 August 2009

'The hope of seeing your towering figure turn the corner never leaves. Though your 6'5 self may send some grown men diverting their paths away from you, I'd feel no fear. Not an ounce of panic or discomfort because I Know You. And I know every bit of your 6'5 self as much as I know every bit of my 5'6 self. Maybe even better.

Yes, your face here on my ground is nearly as absurd as mine on a billboard, but what makes one ignore absurdities like this is blind hope. Can you stop this from clouding up my mind? Can you? No, I didn't think so. And even if you thought you could, the hopeful thoughts would mushroom up even faster as you slowly speak to me as if I were a toddler whom you were teaching the alphabet to.

Would this annoy me? Probably just as much as it would enchant me - that deep, soulful tone, that accent and everything in between. Yes, even your voice has a spectrum of its own. It's something that's been involuntarily committed to memory and I've only just realised this.

I know exactly what you are thinking just by the micro-expressions that flash across your face in nano-seconds. In my memory, you knew me well in a way of your own. On certain days you'd start our conversations off with something I had given some thought to before even seeing you.

And oh the hours spent just looking at each other. Observing. Examining, sometimes. Memorising every single pixelated part, every poorly-lit corner in the background of the other's room.

And the times that we'd speak to each other for over six hours in a go, sometimes from dark to day and vice versa. The lands between seemed inexistent then. I knew every sound that went off on your side - the buzz of the angry evening news, the hum of your mini-fridge loaded with Pepsi and fruit (you thought oranges were so exotic), the creak of the springs in your single bed and the whirring of your failing heater.

Yet knowing and seeing all this in vivid memory is not enough. It is never, ever enough. Because if you're gone, you're gone. Right?

Never mind that. I'll be waiting round the corner when you come. See you soon.'




....dude. :(

Monday, 3 August 2009

To the best of us - with dignity

4/7/2009 12:06:50 AM and just remember babe
4/7/2009 12:06:56 AM i'll always be here
4/7/2009 12:07:07 AM no matter what happens



Same shit, different bucket. Time continues, and the sweet-shop becomes just another shop on the block...

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Gone too soon

I've been trying to get myself round to writing this, but the time never seemed right. Here goes.

On June 25th, a man who was so much a part of my childhood, and that of billions others, was announced dead. Paralysing shock was what struck me first, followed by disbelief, then sadness, and then absolute devastation.

He was the man whose dance moves we attempted in our livingrooms; socks on our feet and hand on the crotch, yelps escaping our mouths trying to imitate the sounds he used to make. And then we wore that tattered rag-glove from the kitchen on one hand, and donned one of pa's old hats. And then at some point, we got busted for gathering all the stand-fans in the house and arranging them in a row in front of us to get that wind-blown effect he always had in his concerts.

He was the man whose songs we danced and sang to in kindergarten, primary and secondary school. Whose songs we listened to when we were sad, angry, lonely, happy and in love. Whose songs were used everywhere in the world for charity events, for funerals, for parties, for weddings and any other events where you couldn't find the perfect words to say - because he did. Whose concert you missed only because you had chicken pox the week he arrived in your town.

His music broke down racial, religious, political and geographical barriers all around the world. His music accompanied budding romances, held the hands of the lonely, soothed the souls of the broken-hearted... healed the world.

He was the man whose eccentricities often intrigued, bewildered and sometimes even repelled people. Criticising his personal life was the point of interest for many, mostly those who had forgotten or pushed aside all the amazing things he had done in his lifetime. His contributions toward the music industry can only be summed up as colossal, but what he did for the people towers high above the height of all accusations laid upon him combined.

On June 25th, we lost the greatest entertainer this world had ever seen.




'I'll never let you part, for you're always in my heart.'



The music, the memories, the inspiration, the love.



'Thank you, Michael. Thank you, Michael. Thank you, Michael.'
-Rev. Al Sharpton

Saturday, 30 May 2009

Ever had one of those days where you discover something crucial in your life at 5.30am and you really need to tell someone, but no matter how many people you text about it you just know you won't get any response because everyone's either asleep or pretending to be asleep or shagging or drunk?

Well, that is what I am going through right now and I would just like to put my blog to good use and for the first time here, say

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

That's right; someone is upset. Someone is really, really, beyond belief, upset.

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

Super-blow your own horn

'Don't believe in anything that is keeping you awake.'

Therefore, I do not believe in...
  • the desire for food.
  • reading up on the status of daughters in Islam. =S haha
  • worrying about Lit. writing tomorrow.
  • French homework.
  • re-watching videos of Jason.
  • Ostler.

Most of all, I definitely do not believe in you.

Going to go downward-dog myself while working up my left brain. Funny how we all deal with withdrawal symptoms.




Laughing about it.

You should be here to see me laugh.

You would enjoy it.

And you would laugh along.

Haha.

You would laugh so hard too.

It would be the funniest damn thing in the whole world.

And I'm... still laughing. :(

Monday, 16 March 2009

We kinda get delirious

Okay, I think it's about time I updated this blog.

I just got braces yesterday. As in, the dental kind. The annoying, throbbing pain kicked in on full swing last night and I had a migraine that only just ended when I stirred from sleep the third time. I sucked on two squares of chocolate today. It was delightful. It was a big middle-finger to my willpower, but delightful nonetheless.

February and early March were the best times I've had since a long time now. They were filled with beautiful friends, balloons, cakes, laughter and Jason, Jason, Jason.

Here are some pictures to help summarize the passing of events.




Lovely handmade cards from Hannah and Fifa. The last one was from the sister.

College mates got me balloons! Haven't held balloons for myself in.. a few years. Thanks guys! :D

Hamper filled with chocolates from ma soeur. There is only 1 box left in the basket. :(


The AWESOME birthday cake they surprised me with. Tons of love flying in Bans' and Soph's way for this one!


Thanks for coming for the surprise despite having things to study for :)

And not forgetting, por supuesto..

surprising Soph the day she joined The Old Club. Hope you liked the cake as much as we did! Lol.


Thanks everyone for a lovely birthday celebration. Didn't think I'd find any cause to celebrate, but you guys are just too awesome a reason.


J-DAY


Yes, Sha. If only.

This was the birthday present from my other sister. Do I think she is the bomb? Yes.
Do I think Jason is the bomb? Yes.


With Tash, faces fresh with tears of joy. Haha.

Here's a blurry one of the J-Day party with Toca and.. Michael? Desolee! The trombone guy.
See my very happy face? Heh.


The pic of all of us with Jason himself has been posted on several blogs already, and I won't taint the beautiful memory of our meeting by trying to record it in words here. Let's just say we'll never, ever forget being that close to the man himelf; hugging, talking and smiling with him. Sigh. Little Zeus must've been surprised to take all five of us newly trembling-with-emotion girls home. The ladies I'm glad I shared the moments with were Banun, Sha, Tasha and Iman.

What a night! What a night.

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

Makes me feel so fine I can't control my brain

Okay, I wasn't planning on writing a post this week, but upon request.. Things I like/would like:

  • Jason Mraz
  • Yasmin Ahmad movies
  • P. Ramlee movies
  • Converse shoes. 71/2. Haha
  • Notorious parfummm
  • Jason Mraz
  • John Legend
  • John Mayer
  • Twilight book series
  • Twilight DVD? Yes? Yes.
  • Lefty pens
  • Lefty scissors. So I can finally use a pair of scissors to cut a straight line. Or anything, really. Haha.
  • Uuuuummm. Jason Mraz.

Last year no one wanted to see the list. This year, when I don't want to think about it, ada. Yes, God. You work in mysterious ways indeed.

What a weird week it is setting out to be...